Holy Sh!t Handbook — Beloved Presence / Gaolach Làthaireachd

Welcome to the Holy Sh!t Handbook.

The HSH is a self-study membership for those who are looking to do the work and deepen their connection to authentic soul expression and experience in the physical world.

This work brings us into communication and alignment with the essence of our Being.

This awareness helps us dissolve blocks that prevent Authentic Soul Expression of Self in the world - which allows us to connect to the life we came here to live.

This is the path for you if:

You want more meaning and joy and love and satisfaction from living this life.
You want to feel confident and clear about why you’re here and what you want to share with the world.
You want to be and do out in the world what you feel inside, but are too afraid to share.
You’re looking to release old fears that keep you limited.
You want to increase your communication with Spirit in yourself and in the world.
You’re looking to expand your understanding of yourself as a Spiritual being in the physically manifest world.
You’re willing to expand your perspective about what it means to be alive as Soul in the world of form… stick around - you’re going to like it here.

Community

Once a month (every 30 days), I will share:
- a Monthly Message from Beloved Presence + an integration message that helps us to ground the Spiritual message into the world of form,
- 1 teaching to encourage the ongoing journey of coming into relationship with Spirit in the World of Form.
  
  You can review teachings and re-visit teachings as you feel you need and want.
  
  There are also Seasonal Teachings that follow the cycles of the Earth and join us in relationship with Nature as Nature ourselves, and remind us that we are Kin to the Planet… and the Earth is a powerful ally.
- Part One: The “Tiny Talk”
  - This is the teaching part - the information, a sharing of spiritual knowledge, sometimes personal stories, a “little lecture” if you will - about a spiritual topic or a philosophy of being. This education starts generally and broadly and will spiral deeper and more intimately as your development progresses.
  - On occasion there may be links to more reading and information for those who would like additional resources. Some months there’s more talk than others. All wisdom builds on what was shared in previous classes.
- Part Two: The Practice.
  - There will be an exercise or ‘homework’ that you will be asked to put into practice in some way. There will always be a reminder to be aware of your thoughts and feelings during the exercise. You will be encouraged to go into the world and purposely practice a new mindset. Purposely set a new intention, a new story to play in your mind about what’s happening in the world. Those that act in the world have better and faster results than those that don’t.
  - You are encouraged to share your experiences in the Community discord. Reach out for support or hold space for others who need safe space. Share your joy and discovery. Your success is for all of us.
- Part Three: The Record
  - You will be asked to record what happens and how you think and feel about it. The recording is important because our divided mind really likes to push away anything that threatens it’s supremacy and separation in running the show. If we don’t record the learning as soon as possible, the divided mind will let it slip away. Recording is to integrate new learning in our mind/body connection and also be a static, existing record of what you have discovered about yourself so that you can always have it available.
  - I have included a “check-list” on each class that you can mark off to keep track of your progress. (Also the dopamine hit of completion.)
The Goal of The Holy Sh!t Handbook is knowing Spirit / Beloved Presence / Soul Sovereignty and feeling safe and strong enough to stand for and express authentic Soul Sovereignty in the world. This is our only true purpose. All passion and purpose originate from Being, and the awareness of Presence.

The purpose is to build, step by step, a spiritual perspective of the world that supports your value, worth and the dreams you have for your life. Owning your gifts and talents, accepting your worth and value in the world and expressing your authentic Soul Selves are the goals of this offer and the roots of a life lived in peace, joy and satisfaction.

Practice and repetition are what shift behaviour and mindset.

Behaviour and mindset are what allows space for new life and transformation to occur in your life. The Holy Sh!t Handbook is a guide and a reminder of your practice.

All of this is so that you can dissolve anything and everything that blocks you from knowing your full worth and your full value in the world. The HSH works so that you rediscover belief and confidence in yourself and your desires and make them real in the world. The Universe already holds this belief in you - you need to Re-Member it in yourself.

We have all been conditioned to accept far less than who we are and what we deserve.

You are a descendant of Creator and the Universe is incomplete without you.
I can’t walk any Teaching on Spirit and Soul without constantly referencing that which we have previously known as “God”. I don’t know what that is. I don’t really know what to call Them either.

I have my own experiences and feelings and titles/names, but I also hold the Taoist view that any name or title or role assigned to the Wholiness can never fully capture the totality of the everything that is the Wholiness.
Once named it’s reduced and we’ve lost connection to the essence of the Wholiness.

So.

Having said that, I’m not calling the Collective Infinite Consciousness of All Existence “IT”, so we have to have names of endearment. These are some of mine:

Wholiness, Beloved Presence, Being, Presence, Soul, Spirit, Gitchi Manitou, The Great Spirit, The Anam Mòr, The Great Mystery, Creator, Creation, the Universe, All the Everything, the World… you, me. Us. I choose gender neutral inclusive terminology because that’s what resonates for me.

All names are welcome here.

I assume that very religious people will not be drawn to this kind of material. However, if you are religious and your religiousness allows everyone to have their own relationship and direct communion with the Whole - we’re good.

I think all religions at foundation, are attempting to connect to Wholiness.
As long as your particular flavour of religion doesn’t judge or criticize or prevent anyone else’s path to communication with Wholiness - we’re good.

Join the Cailleach Ken Library to be notified when The Holy Sh!t Handbook is open to new members.

Monthly Group Meetings

This is a free drop-in meet up for all to share lived experience of Spiritual Presence. The Holy Sh!t Handbook will offer an exclusive online community meeting as the need arises. Reach out if you have any questions.

Use the filters and search below to navigate to the beginning or find specific topics of interest.

Grian-stad an-tSamhradh / Summer Solstice

The Summer Solstice is the time of greatest sun, moving into the hottest time of year in the Northern hemisphere. This is the time of the alchemy of transformation &/or the energy/fuel for creating - which is kind of the same thing really. Everything we create and grow transforms and changes us and our lives in some way. This is the time of Sacred Fire.

SeasonalLezley DavidsonJune 20, 2024Comment

9. Innocence

There’s no sin. You’re not broken.

We are wholiness, we’ve just forgotten.

We are not born into the world with sin. There is no original sin. There was no expulsion from Eden. No crucifixion was need to atone for our sins. We are and have always been in "At-One-Ment" with Creator.

Wholiness is always the state of our existence. We just forget... then made up a bunch of crap that explained what we forgot. None of it is true.

Lezley DavidsonJune 12, 2024Comment

Welcome to the Holy Sh!t Handbook.

This is the path for you if:

What happens here? How does it work?

Each teaching has 3 parts:

The Goal

A Note about “God” + Religion

Monthly Group Meetings