The HSH is a self-study membership for those who are looking to do the work and deepen their connection to authentic soul expression and experience in the physical world.
This work brings us into communication and alignment with the essence of our Being.
This awareness helps us dissolve blocks that prevent Authentic Soul Expression of Self in the world - which allows us to connect to the life we came here to live.
You want more meaning and joy and love and satisfaction from living this life.
You want to feel confident and clear about why you’re here and what you want to share with the world.
You want to be and do out in the world what you feel inside, but are too afraid to share.
You’re looking to release old fears that keep you limited.
You want to increase your communication with Spirit in yourself and in the world.
You’re looking to expand your understanding of yourself as a Spiritual being in the physically manifest world.
You’re willing to expand your perspective about what it means to be alive as Soul in the world of form… stick around - you’re going to like it here.
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Seasonal Teachings.
Once a month (every 30 days), I will share:
a Monthly Message from Beloved Presence + an integration message that helps us to ground the Spiritual message into the world of form,
a Chat with a “Dead” Celebrity (maybe one you have requested, or one of my choice, or one who insists on being heard, which often happens),
1 or 2 classes (depends on how intensive the class is). This is the ongoing journey of coming into relationship with your Beloved Presence.
You can review classes and re-visit classes as you feel you need and want.
There are also Seasonal Classes that follow the cycles of the Earth and join us in relationship with Nature as Nature ourselves, and remind us that we are Kin to the Planet… and the Earth is a powerful ally.
Part One: The “Tiny Talk”
This is the teaching part - the information, a sharing of spiritual knowledge, sometimes personal stories, a “little lecture” if you will - about a spiritual topic or a philosophy of being. This education starts generally and broadly and will spiral deeper and more intimately as your development progresses.
On occasion there may be links to more reading and information for those who would like additional resources. Some months there’s more talk than others. All wisdom builds on what was shared in previous classes.
Part Two: The Action.
There will be an exercise or ‘homework’ that you will be asked to put into practice in some way. There will always be a reminder to be aware of your thoughts and feelings during the exercise. You will be encouraged to go into the world and purposely practice a new mindset. Purposely set a new intention, a new story to play in your mind about what’s happening in the world. Those that act in the world have better and faster results than those that don’t.
You are encouraged to share your experiences in the Community discord. Reach out for support or hold space for others who need safe space. Share your joy and discovery. Your success is for all of us.
Part Three: The Record
You will be asked to record what happens and how you think and feel about it. The recording is important because our divided mind really likes to push away anything that threatens it’s supremacy and separation in running the show. If we don’t record the learning as soon as possible, the divided mind will let it slip away. Recording is to integrate new learning in our mind/body connection and also be a static, existing record of what you have discovered about yourself so that you can always have it available.
I have included a “check-list” on each class that you can mark off to keep track of your progress. (Also the dopamine hit of completion.)
The Goal of The Holy Sh!t handbook is knowing Beloved Presence / authentic Soul Self and feeling safe and and strong enough to stand for and express authentic Soul Self in the world. This is our only true purpose. All passion and purpose originate from Being, and the awareness of Presence.
The purpose is to build, step by step, a spiritual perspective of the world that supports your value, worth and the dreams you have for your life. Owning your gifts and talents, accepting your worth and value in the world and expressing your authentic Soul Selves are the goals of this offer and the roots of a life lived in peace, joy and satisfaction.
Practice and repetition are what shift behaviour and mindset.
Behaviour and mindset are what allows space for new life and changes to occur in your life. The Holy Sh!t Handbook is a guide and a reminder of your practice.
All of this is so that you can dissolve anything and everything that blocks you from knowing your full worth and your full value in the world. The HSH works so that you rediscover belief and confidence in yourself and your desires and make them real in the world. The Universe already holds this belief in you - you need to Re-Member it in yourself.
We have all been conditioned to accept far less than who we are and what we deserve.
You are a descendant of Creator and the Universe is incomplete without you.
I can’t walk any course on Spirit and Soul without constantly referencing that which we have previously known as “God”. I don’t know what that is. I don’t really know what to call Them either.
I have my own experiences and feelings and titles/names, but I also hold the Taoist view that any name or title or role assigned to the Wholiness can never fully capture the totality of the everything that is the Wholiness.
Once named it’s reduced and we’ve lost connection to the essence of the Wholiness.
So.
Having said that, I’m not calling the Collective Infinite Consciousness of All Existence “IT”, so we have to have names of endearment. These are some of mine:
Wholiness, Beloved Presence, Being, Presence, Creator, Creation, the Universe, All the Everything, the World… you, me. Us. I choose gender neutral inclusive terminology because that’s what resonates for me.
All names are welcome here.
I assume that very religious people will not be drawn to this kind of material. However, if you are religious and your religiousness allows everyone to have their own relationship and direct communion with the One - we’re good.
I think all religions at foundation, are attempting to connect to Wholiness.
As long as your particular flavour of religion doesn’t judge or criticize or prevent anyone else’s path to communication with Wholiness - we’re good.
Use the filters and search below to navigate to the beginning or find specific topics of interest.
This is the point.
This is the work that needs to happen in the world. It’s hard work, but it’s simple work. It takes courage and vulnerability and trust. You can do this.
This is the work of owning our feelings and reactions and going through the process of getting to the root and bringing out the diamond of understanding.
Read MoreEmotions are not “objective absolute reality” even though they feel really real and true when they’re happening. That doesn’t mean they’re lies or can’t be trusted. Emotions are just information. What is suspect is how we interpret emotions and what we make those emotions mean about ourselves and others and the world.
Emotions are powerful, valuable, allowed and accepted - but must always be felt and processed through the lens of information, not as absolute truth about reality.
Read MoreBehold, the emotional trigger.
The kernal of offence and internet swarms, Shadow Work intelligence is a skill and responsibility our society has mostly misunderstood and failed to deliver in our education - much to our loss and detriment.
Learning to wield this Shadow staff of wisdom and understanding will transform your life and all your relationships, forever… but first, you need to get super uncomfortable.
Read MoreThere are an infinite number of ways to experience desire and pleasure and enjoyment of life.
Any criticism or rejection of the myriad of pleasurable expressions is received by the child as a wound of Self. A wound to Self at the most core, source part of ourselves.
We come here to enjoy life.
This is simple truth.
Read MoreEmotions are expressed and known through the instinctual, natural expressions of our body. Jubilant, orgiastic, spontaneous expressions of aliveness. Well, shut down that triggering shit, right now.
Spontaneous expressions of joy can be very triggering to wounded, repressed, self-critical adults.
Read MoreThe sacral chakra right and obligation is to feel and enjoy pleasure and desire.
In Hindi, the sacral chakra is called svadhisthana, which means “dwelling place of the self” or “where the self comes into being”. It is where we balance the first dualities of existence as one becomes two. If we’re successful at this balance than we can experience the “sweetness” that the sacral chakra brings to all of life.
The sacral is the basis of our emotional identity and is characterized by movement and flow. This is the place of balance between all dualities: the connection between inner and outer worlds, self and other, Land + Spirit.
Read MoreHow do we trust?
Trust like love, cannot be taught - it has to be experienced to be understood. We cannot intellectualize love. We cannot intellectualize trust. We cannot theorize the life-changing quality of these ways of being until we embody them.
The most important parts of living in the world of form need to be experienced to be known. The cellular, 'in your body knowing' is a very different state of being than thinking something is true.
Trust is not ‘trust that the world of form will always be good and kind and just’. Real trust is knowing that you will be okay not matter what happens. This is the only trust that we ever really have.
Read MoreThis baby is the challenge of all challenges. Fear is literally the only other option to love… and even then it’s based in a misunderstanding. There is only love and fear - and fear is forgetting that everything is love.
Read MoreConnecting to What Is.
This class is entirely focused on practice - practice being in connection and communication with your body. I can’t stress enough what an ancient wisdom tool is your body. It knows so much and carries connection and answers beyond our rational mind’s ability to know. Our bodies are the antennae to the infinite. We cannot experience our fullest potential in physical incarnation without the consent and exuberant consent of our body.
Read MoreThe physical is spiritual.
The physical world is not a punishment or a test or a lesson. The physical world is also wholiness. The physical world is just as spiritual as the love and oneness we imagine is awaiting us beyond the veil.
Read MoreThe Summer Solstice is the time of greatest sun, moving into the hottest time of year in the Northern hemisphere. This is the time of the alchemy of transformation &/or the energy/fuel for creating - which is kind of the same thing really. Everything we create and grow transforms and changes us and our lives in some way. This is the time of Sacred Fire.
Read MoreYour body is Ancient Wisdom.
The body doesn’t lie.
Combining western psychology and the chakra system brings a greater understanding of self in the world. It includes all levels of our existence, including the spiritual (which is missing from most Western healing models) and provides the greatest amount of flexibility and nuance when walking a path of personal healing. There is no one right way and no one right outcome which gives us the most freedom and acceptance to be who we are.
Read MoreSpirit. Land. Expression.
Identity on Earth is perceived through 3 main facets (The reality is that identity is infinite, but we need to focus lol.):
the physical body (land) identity,
spiritual identity &
the expression of our Authentic Self (spirit) in the world (land).
There is only Spirit and Land and they are different vibrations of the same unified whole. The trouble comes when the harmony and expression of either gets interrupted or suppressed.
Read MoreLet’s connect with our Beloved plant-kins and land-kins.
The whole world is alive and in communication with us.
Let’s practice being aware and participating in communication with Them.
Read MoreGuidance Given to Us by the Earth
The Honourable Harvest are the rules of being neighbourly with the beings that Share the Earth - given to human beings from the Beings of the Earth. These guidelines are how the plants and animals want us to to treat them.
These are the learned harmonies of interaction with the Land.
Read MoreWe are sustained by others.
There is not a being that exists on the Earth that is sustained on it’s own. All Beings; human, animal, plant, mineral, insect - we are all sustained through the life and death of other Beings.
This is the great dichotomy of joy and suffering in the physical realm.
Read MoreHow different is your inner world to your outer one? How often do you leave ideas, thoughts and feelings unsaid?
Our only purpose on Earth is to authentically express our Essence while we’re here. That’s it. That’s all. The only true and real purpose is to live and express in harmony with our Soul Self.
Read MoreToday we continue with Gratitude. My whole life I could devote to Gratitude and still not do more than scratch the surface of the power and transformational magick available when we feel gratitude for Creation
Read MoreJoyful Play is Worship
The world was created in love, and gratitude is the oil that greases the wheels and the fuel to make it move. Gratitude is the wind in the sails of Creation.
It's love in action.
Read MoreThere’s no sin. You’re not broken.
We are wholiness, we’ve just forgotten.
We are not born into the world with sin. There is no original sin. There was no expulsion from Eden. No crucifixion was need to atone for our sins. We are and have always been in "At-One-Ment" with Creator.
Wholiness is always the state of our existence. We just forget... then made up a bunch of crap that explained what we forgot. None of it is true.
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